It appears I’ve taken some sort of hiatus which in turn looks like I don’t care about the site or people who take time to read – I look like a bad webmistress!! *hides face* I swear that I haven’t given up I’ve honestly been struggling with personal issues and I’m finally feeling happy again after quite a bit of isolation and time to reflect. I feel as though a lot of personal and spiritual growth has happened this year.
I have a confession to make…. Last weekend I did horribly and ate badly gaining back up to 214 lbs. Stepping onto the scale Monday morning and seeing that number once again was heart wrenching. I was down to 208 lbs the previous week and was feeling good. How did this happen?! I was on FIRE! Ugh!
I have been working extra hard this week to keep my binge sessions under control and pay attention to why I’m wanting to eat which I’ve discovered is mainly boredom.
Hey you guys!! It’s crazy how fast a week will fly by, but during the week it feels like it’s creeping. I swear I blink and the weekend is gone! Anyway, I’m going to do my first recap revisiting my past week and plan to do one of these each week here after! I hope you guys had a good solid week and hope to hear about it in the comments! 😉 I have been meaning to blog during the week,
What is step 2?
Step 2 means posting the before picture! I was hesitant to go public with this picture right away simply because it’s embarrassing. It’s the ugly truth right in front of my face! However, I decided if I’m going to be honest then I have to be 100% honest! I can’t hide behind nice lighting, pretty filters and the right angles in public so why do it on social media?
When I first lost over 100 lbs I never thought I would be restarting my journey (Not from the very beginning, thankfully, but I did some damage. *embarrassed*). It’s amazing how easy it is to slip off and stay gone way too long. And that is exactly what happened. I got off track like normal, but I somehow wandered off into the forest and couldn’t find my way back. I’m feeling really positive about this new weight loss journey I’ve started thought!